Dearself, he made his choice. He said that he cant lie about his heart. 

Bukan sebelum ni dah get ready, kalau dia nak pergi, biarkan dia pergi?

If he come back, would you think the love it would be the same? And after what just happened between u and your dad??

Of course not!

Let him go. Let him find someone that can treat him better. Let him find someone perfect for him. Let him have a good life. Let him be. Let him go!

Hide your story, block his account, private your account. Let him forget you. Let him live happily. And ofcourse also do it for yourself.

Lets focus on yourself. Lets heal yourself from everything that just happened for a few years.

You try to fix it right? u told him that u feeling down. But he chose to stop everything, right? Lagipon he is busy with his work², ofcourse his family's life is his priority. 

Lets heal your first. Come on unana. Dont u tired crying until late night all days? 

Maybe is also your own fault. Why did you thought something yang tak sepatutnya? Ingat dia suka? Ofcourse not! He didnt care about u anymore unana. If he loves you, he will not left you. He will not break all of his promises, right? If he loves you, he will not say to you to find someone else? But i did it too. Yeah, i reply what he said to me.

But, he said he didnt hate me. But, he still left me. Eegoo boyaaa??!!! What does it mean??

I just feel down because of mommy. 
I just feel down because i cant understand my daddy. 
I feel down for just happened on my tutti frutti. 
I dont know what shud i do?

But ofcourse dia tak kisah unana. He wants someone that always be happy maybe.

Why i wont tell you because i know you are depressing with your work². Taknak tambah lagi dan lagi dengan masalah 'kecil' saya ni.

But, did u remember unana yang the day dia ajak tunang tu supaya dia rasa lebih semangat? Maybe that time dia dah start tawar hati kot? Dia pun kadang tak reply ws hg sebab terlupa. Habistu takkan nak hadap aku tiap2 hari kan? Makan lauk sama tiap hari pun bosan. Ni nak hadap dengan perangai aku? Lagilahh uii. Jahat kan kau unana buat assumption yang bukan² kat dia. Tak baik tau.

It just some words penyedap jiwa. No worries. I will let u go. Nampaknya kena mkn asam bebanyak so i will forget u. 

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